a welcome carpet

  HELLO MY FELLOW VISITORRRSS

welcome to this weird and full of uncertainty blog, where its mostly just kpop and probably figure skating. because the writer is AN ULTIMATE KPOP FAN and a Fanyu. the owner thinks kpop is not her music taste anymore but SOMETHING THAT RUNS IN HER BLOOD.

 and for figure skating..uh..it's because i suddenly remembered yuzuru hanyu's 2018 seimei perfomance lmao. and suddenly i want to know more about him, sooo yeah here i am. learning and watching figure skating hehe. 

i actually dont know what am i going to post here, but i'll just make this as a not-so private corner for me to yapp about kpop and figure skating. i'll try my best to post things ^^

enjoy hanging out!

talking about my favourite yuzuru programs

 hi, welcome to the first ever yapping of this blog ^^ and today, i'll be YAPPING ABOUT YUZURU HANYU GOAT PROGRAMS that are my favourites!

fyi, i dont know much about his programs yet, but i do have favourites so far and you're going to read WHY ITS MY FAVOURITE.

1. parisian walkways 
oh dear, OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHH DEAR. this is not a phase, this short program is literally in my mind whenever i was in the middle of work and i zoned out for a bit. the song, his jumps, his choreo moves, and his stepsq STICKED TO MY MIND LIKE GLUE. or in other words, it lives in my head rent free.

my first impression of this program was its... giving yuzuru playboy vibes. IM SORRY BUT I FEEL LIKE HE'S FLIRTING IN THIS WHOLE PROGRAM. he ran his hand on his hair, he smirks, he kicks the air. he did the cuntiest move which idk what is it called, but it's in minute 2.28. that part has been living in my head, rent free and it keeps popping up EVERY TIME. 

the next move i really like is a few parts of the stepsq, when he walks on his toepick, the ankle rotating shit (OMG I DONT KNOW ANYTHING) in 2.58 and that famous japanese moves that got girls screaming when he did it in a school. 

yeah, to be honest. i got it why girls were screaming when he did it.

about parisian walkways, i also really liked his outfit! the simple blue shirt matches him so well and the whole vibes he's going to. so 10/10 score for the outfit.

2. let me entertain you
idk if this program is underrated, but oh boy. i immediately fell inlove at first sight when i see this program. because the outfit is kinda different from his usual ones which are sparkly, glittery, but this one, HE WEARS A BLAZER. and i loved it, he looked so cool and...handsome.

my favourite thing about this program is not his jumps, its actually ALL OF HIS CAMEL SPINS. EEEUURRGGAAAHHH, i think when he created his program, HE WAS SUMMONING POWERS TO WIN THE 2022 OLYMPICS (which he didnt, but he's a champion in my HEARTEU) that's why he chose quite a different type of song of his usual (based on my knowledge abt him) and he use that SMUG FACE that probably got all the 2020's fanyus screaming.

3. notte stellata
NOW WE'RE TALKING ABOUT SWANYU, the iconic swanyu that literally inspired me to make a seventeen au about figure skating. i looped his olympic gala 137131x just to keep my brain inspired to write lol. 

about this program, I LOVED EVERYTHING ABOUT IT. his outfit was pretty, he emphasizes to the song well, the elements were PRETTYYYYY. this program is PROOF that you dont need to do tons of quad to make a program memorable, live rent free in the audience's head, and SPECIAL. because goat yuzuru hanyu just do a triple axel and delayed single axel but he made the program SPECIAL.

the one specific move that i'll always remembered about this program is his hydroblade and the ending (not the spin) it's just so pretty and it does feel like he's delivering emotions. DONT GET ME WRONG, i liked EVERY SINGLE ELEMENT of this program but the hydroblade and ending just got me. i think i can tear up just by watching this live.      (sorry if my writings dont make any sense lol)

this is the move that im talking about, because it does look like a swan or maybe.. an angel?

4. origin
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHH
this program, THIS SPECIFIC PROGRAM. is probably the most knees dying program. i felt like every single sanity from me evaporated everytime i watch this program.

now, if you're asking, am i team origin 1 or origin 2. well sorry folks, BUT I CHOOSE 2! well 1 is pretty, but the 2.0 just got something in me. i dont know if its because my favourite colour is purple, or my fashion brain just think the 2.0 version is better than him.

this program actually gives me main character vibes, yuzuru looks like a hero or somekind of evil demon that takes peoples lifes away. he looks very cool, very slay and he looked like he OWN THE WHOLE FIGURE SKATING, 

about origin, i really liked the songtrack lmao. even though there's no lyrics, but the song feels like a mix of sci-fi and fantasy which is unique! AND YUZURU SLAYED WHILE SKATING! 

i really liked the way yuzuru delivered the emotions for each beat of the song, like the part where it gets kinda sad or slow he moved according to the beat and he looked majestic, i dont know man im a noob at describing how pretty this man is whe he skates.

okay... that's all for now... i'll probably going to write more because i have a lot of favourite programs. im just so tired currently lmao, im going to make pt 2 if i remembered i have a blog hehe.

see you, byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee >< 

some bits about me

 hello everyone, my name is star. i am a carat for almost 3 years (on may/june 2026, its my 3rd year being a carat) i personally dont know why i can stay THIS LONG being a carat. like the longest time i became a fan was like 2 years? and at the end of those 2 years i suddenly moved a bit to seventeen.

i used to be an nctzen from 2021-2023, then in 2023 when super was released, i kept listening to it for tons of times and kaboooom, i became a carat and my FIRST EVER bias are joshua and jun, and i ship them to the max (junshua) i even thought they were like the main ships of seventeen LMAO, then turns out they're not

now my bias is still joshua, but the second one is not jun but dk! i loved him so much, like isnt he the kindest soul you ever knew exist? now i ship shua and kyeom too! hehe, a seoksooist forever. and if you're asking, how about jun? OF COURSE WITH MY CUTE BABY MINGHAO! we all love junhao, our chinese duo!

i actually cant believe that i can stan a group for 3 years, because previously i can only stan groups for a  few months, and then i broke the record by being an nctzen for 2 years. NOW I CAN ALMOST STAN SEVENTEEN FOR 3 YEARS, the power of seventeen for real 

i have a lot of favourite songs from seventeen, but currently, the one's i would actually kill just so i can listen to it is network love, candy, rain, swimming fool, monster, back it up, shake it off, jungle and 78457365235 songs more to go........

aside kpop, I STILL HAVE A LIFE OKAY. i dont just listen to kpop, i listen to western music, by western i mean are english songs from artists that sings in english. i listen to sabrina carpenter, niki, the 1975, sza, tyla, artic monkeys, raye, madonna, britney spears (because i really like 2000's songs)

and if you think because i'm a kpop fan i also watch k-dramas, WHICH IS WRONGG. idk, i just dont like it that much. i watched tale of the nine tailed (didnt even finished season 2) and that's it, THATS THE ONLY K-DRAMA I WATCHED.

so, what do i watch instead? idk, anything that piques my interest. because i dont really like watching movies and shows. i think i can still count how many shows and movies i watched combined with my 10 FINGERS. which are: 
1. the shadow's edge
2. blades of the guardians
3. teen titans 
4. trouble in tokyo (also teen titans)
5. monster
6. in the absence of the sun
7. the amazing world of gumball
8. exculusive fairytale
9. tale of the nine tailed (kinda, because when i watched it, it doesnt feel the same like the others)
10. god trouble's me (chinese anime-like cartoon)

SEE???? 10 FINGERS!!! yup, thats how..... weird i am. actually funfact when i said i dont like movies to my friends  THEY WERE SHOCKED LMAOOOO. CAUSE IMAGINE, THIS WHOLE 10 MOVIES AND SHOWS ARE LITERALLY ALL OF THE SHOWS AND MOVIES I REALLY WANT TO WATCH MY ENTIRE LIFE. atp, my friends might have 50+ movies and shows watched lol. meanwhile im just at 10.

even though i listen to kpop a lot, i actually dont like doing stuff related to music aside listening to songs. i dont like to sing, because i cant sing and my hands also cant just play any music instruments. like seriously, I CANT DO IT. it's hard, it's annoying and im lazy.

so what do i do instead? i dance, draw and sometimes write if i had the brain. i really love dancing, and fun fact my bias wrecker is hoshi! so i guess you can guess something right? okay maybe you dont, but i once got inspired by him to dance again, i actually dont really dance that much now, but i'm sooo happy to see him dance hehe. 

AND ALSOOOOO, I'm into figure skating now! I really liked Yuzuru Hanyu even though I searched him up again at 2026 after the Olympics and FOUR FUCKING YEARS AFTER HIS RETIREMENT. And currently I'm learning everything about figure skating, jumps, spins, scoring, drama, yeah yeah... I have fun learning and diving into the fandom! I think I'll try getting figure skating classes if I have the time! 

now SOMETHING REAL LIFE RELATED, more like of a tmi...
i cant eat sweets, ACTUALLY I CAN, i just prefer something salty more, it's just for food not drinks, because if i eat chocolates my teeth will be screaming in pain, but for drinks my teeth still can drink something sweet. 

here's the thing about me eating something sweet, i prefer something salty more is not just because my teeth will hurt, but now, if i ate too much, i will feel like.. i dont know, somekind of enough and just "okay, i had too much" 

that's all about me! byeeeeeeeeeee