some bits about me

 hello everyone, my name is star. i am a carat for almost 3 years (on may/june 2026, its my 3rd year being a carat) i personally dont know why i can stay THIS LONG being a carat. like the longest time i became a fan was like 2 years? and at the end of those 2 years i suddenly moved a bit to seventeen.

i used to be an nctzen from 2021-2023, then in 2023 when super was released, i kept listening to it for tons of times and kaboooom, i became a carat and my FIRST EVER bias are joshua and jun, and i ship them to the max (junshua) i even thought they were like the main ships of seventeen LMAO, then turns out they're not

now my bias is still joshua, but the second one is not jun but dk! i loved him so much, like isnt he the kindest soul you ever knew exist? now i ship shua and kyeom too! hehe, a seoksooist forever. and if you're asking, how about jun? OF COURSE WITH MY CUTE BABY MINGHAO! we all love junhao, our chinese duo!

i actually cant believe that i can stan a group for 3 years, because previously i can only stan groups for a  few months, and then i broke the record by being an nctzen for 2 years. NOW I CAN ALMOST STAN SEVENTEEN FOR 3 YEARS, the power of seventeen for real 

i have a lot of favourite songs from seventeen, but currently, the one's i would actually kill just so i can listen to it is network love, candy, rain, swimming fool, monster, back it up, shake it off, jungle and 78457365235 songs more to go........

aside kpop, I STILL HAVE A LIFE OKAY. i dont just listen to kpop, i listen to western music, by western i mean are english songs from artists that sings in english. i listen to sabrina carpenter, niki, the 1975, sza, tyla, artic monkeys, raye, madonna, britney spears (because i really like 2000's songs)

and if you think because i'm a kpop fan i also watch k-dramas, WHICH IS WRONGG. idk, i just dont like it that much. i watched tale of the nine tailed (didnt even finished season 2) and that's it, THATS THE ONLY K-DRAMA I WATCHED.

so, what do i watch instead? idk, anything that piques my interest. because i dont really like watching movies and shows. i think i can still count how many shows and movies i watched combined with my 10 FINGERS. which are: 
1. the shadow's edge
2. blades of the guardians
3. teen titans 
4. trouble in tokyo (also teen titans)
5. monster
6. in the absence of the sun
7. the amazing world of gumball
8. exculusive fairytale
9. tale of the nine tailed (kinda, because when i watched it, it doesnt feel the same like the others)
10. god trouble's me (chinese anime-like cartoon)

SEE???? 10 FINGERS!!! yup, thats how..... weird i am. actually funfact when i said i dont like movies to my friends  THEY WERE SHOCKED LMAOOOO. CAUSE IMAGINE, THIS WHOLE 10 MOVIES AND SHOWS ARE LITERALLY ALL OF THE SHOWS AND MOVIES I REALLY WANT TO WATCH MY ENTIRE LIFE. atp, my friends might have 50+ movies and shows watched lol. meanwhile im just at 10.

even though i listen to kpop a lot, i actually dont like doing stuff related to music aside listening to songs. i dont like to sing, because i cant sing and my hands also cant just play any music instruments. like seriously, I CANT DO IT. it's hard, it's annoying and im lazy.

so what do i do instead? i dance, draw and sometimes write if i had the brain. i really love dancing, and fun fact my bias wrecker is hoshi! so i guess you can guess something right? okay maybe you dont, but i once got inspired by him to dance again, i actually dont really dance that much now, but i'm sooo happy to see him dance hehe. 

AND ALSOOOOO, I'm into figure skating now! I really liked Yuzuru Hanyu even though I searched him up again at 2026 after the Olympics and FOUR FUCKING YEARS AFTER HIS RETIREMENT. And currently I'm learning everything about figure skating, jumps, spins, scoring, drama, yeah yeah... I have fun learning and diving into the fandom! I think I'll try getting figure skating classes if I have the time! 

now SOMETHING REAL LIFE RELATED, more like of a tmi...
i cant eat sweets, ACTUALLY I CAN, i just prefer something salty more, it's just for food not drinks, because if i eat chocolates my teeth will be screaming in pain, but for drinks my teeth still can drink something sweet. 

here's the thing about me eating something sweet, i prefer something salty more is not just because my teeth will hurt, but now, if i ate too much, i will feel like.. i dont know, somekind of enough and just "okay, i had too much" 

that's all about me! byeeeeeeeeeee